My Prayer
(Monólogo en forma de diálogo a 3 voces with myself, I, God & me)

Here I am ¡Oh Lord!. On my knees in front of you.
I'm just watching you. I'm Silent. I don't know how to talk to you. I have come here just a few times. You are always in my mind, and also into my heart, that's real, but sometimes I need a little bit else. I need to get an answer to my prayer. Why you always give me mysterious answers? When I ask you for a favor, you send me a signal, but most of the times, I can't decipher the meaning.
What? Are You telling me that this is your way of help me? How?
I can't understand you, God. When I need to open any door in my life, you lock it. When I find a stone in my road, I always ask you to clear the way; but, what do you do? You change that stone into a bigger rock, who looks like a mountain. Why? If I can't remove a big stone, What can I do whit a mountain?
What? Do you want I get stronger? How can I do that? It maybe is not easier for you to kick out the stone? You can do it. For that reason you are God!
What do you mean? Are you being God while you make me suffer?
Don't you believe I'm suffering? Of course I am!
What? For my own well-being? How could be that possible?
Please! I just need a little help from you to continue whit my life.
Is that your help? Can you explain it, please?
Seeing this way...
Yeah, I must to learn how to swim before to jump into a pool.
Because if I can't swim, I cold drown.
Yes, children learn to walk the first, before running.
No, don't need more examples. I think I understood your point...
Stronger... Well... that's a hard way to make me stronger, but I'll try it.
If you promise me that overcoming your challenges I will triumph in this life, I'll give the face to everyone.
I just want to ask you a little thing else. Please, don't ever leave me alone!
Yes, I know you are everywhere, but please never leave my heart.

Martin Dario Reyna Rosete
Nitram
Córdoba - Cd. Mendoza, Veracruz / Pachuca, Hidalgo
México
Junio 2006